Bored of attempting to sleep, my body isn't agreeing tonight, even after taking my levomepromazine tablet which is an anti sickness that also sends me to sleep.
Been going over a few of my last blogs and I feel like im sounding proper rough, been swearing a lot do sorry about that. I'm not that bad in person! Although I do want to keep my blog very real! And seriously need to start using spell check and read over my blogs before I blog them! Haha
So not gonna lie although I still feel
So good for me at the moment I think I've become quite in denial about starting to "dip" again, I don't feel as great as I did a week ago.
Chest esp at night has become tighter, sat on my oxygen tonight properly for first time in a while, still sat there struggling untill lee said to me though!!
I suppose feeling really well is such an amazing feeling when you start getting bit rubbish you don't wanna believe it cause then it just leads to ivs, more hospitals visit or being stuck in that place for at least two weeks- cant be agged with that need some time out!!
I have the Brompton next week do see how i am then. Just wanna start the kalydeco now sooooo exciting and so hope it works to the absolute max!! Wanna prove everyone that doubted me about it and how it might not work much for me!!
One problem with feeling a lot better at the moment is and this is a massive fault of mine but I have no time or patients for
1. Moany people!
2. Obsessive people!
3. And people that crave attention!
I need to learn that not everyone is like me and people deal with things in there life in different ways!
Just get frustrated when people make things there life when they should be out enjoying life!
Bitching over now! Like I said its a fault of mine and Iv become very snappy and sensitive towards a lot of things recently which I hate! I have strong opinions So sorry to anyone who I may have upset!
Anyways we have a new addiction to peachtree family, his names bow but spelt beau! Mums new favourite child!! Haha mum got him for her bday!! he's a pic of my bathing him today x
That's all I best try get some sleep night xx
4,141 hours on transplant list
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