Job hunting and failing!

So I’ve been on the hunt for a “proper job” as in workin more than one day a week! 

It’s bloody hard! I’ve had a few interviews now and always been told I’m “liked” but don’t make the cut! It’s literally so hard to stay bloody positive when your not getting anywhere with it! 

I have another interview tomorrow so again fingers crossed, I’ve got not experience, no qualifications no wonder no1 wants me! 

I mean I have a personality- I think! But that only gets you so far aye! 

I’m not signing on for job seekers or anything like that I’m just rolling with it! And going with the flow! 

This is the problem with having cf well it has been for me. I’ve grown up not bothered about education because I just wanted to make the most of life and can honestly say I didn’t think I’d be here at this age. 

Then you fight to get a transplant so sick basically preparing to die and the worse, then you get a transplant and things are better but then your like fuck! I didn’t plan this far ahead what do I do with my life now!? 

I love social media, I love my blog (even though I neglect these days) But that whole online selling stuff is not for me! 

Just need to find myself and what I wanna do and what I was put on this planet to do! What is my purpose!? 

Ohhh deep talk! I won’t scare you too much! 

On another note... STILL no news from chador croaa or st Marys about my op date! And quite frankly I don’t want it now till after my birthday as I wanna be a fatty and eat lots on holiday and my birthday meal out! 

So yeah that’s all that’s going on in my life at the mo. 

Anyone reading this wanna give me a job I’d much appreciate it! 

Thanks love to ya all 

Sprog